Fide Fidya

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bandung, jawa barat, Indonesia
Public Relations. Dancer. Fashion Designer. France Dreamer. and absolutely a BIG DREAMER.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

When You Love Someone

When You Love Someone

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever but you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I used to hide and watch you from a distance
And I knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer
At least to say “Hello”
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till night is coming to my life

When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I never thought that Im so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way

Monday, December 5, 2011

Realize... for my Julia Dievanda

realize the distance
its not like you left feet and your right feet
you can make it closer whenever you want

realize my love will never reach you
even not touch you for a bit
make this tears running down on my face

realize what God makes
it making me feel so small
but not for the LOVE

realize how blind you are
always fell thousand time
cause never try to feels the feeling

hey you over there..
I can make thousand skies for you

hey you over there..
I can make thousand seas for you

hey you over there..
I can erase the distance between us

hey you over there..
please, erase this tears from my face

oh God..
You never realize it right?
because there is nothing impossible in this world
you may never know how small this world

oh God..
you never know what Gods plan for you
yes, you never know
make it sure, dear..

have you ever know,
the wind that you feel right now
its the same wind like I feel too

the sky that you see right now
its the same sky like I see too

the stars you stare at right now
its the same stars like I stare at too

have you ever know that?
no.. you may never
cause you never realize.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

quotes beautiful quotes

Sometimes, quotes makes you feel so optimistic and brave to do something. but! you have to sort of the quotes, which one is a good quote and which one is the bad one. and of course it more valuable if the quotes are out from your own mouth.

boys : girls

I've got this post from my little sister and my bestfriend Jasmine Andini on her Tumblr. 

it makes me cry. because its really did in our love life..

Friday, December 2, 2011

perception, still another perception of me

‎"dancer? absolutely yes!, can playing guitar? eemm maybe!, can designing clothes? oh I love this!, cheerful? I try and I will!, cooking? yeah I can!, happy with your life? offcourse!!, pretty? dont ask that! :), like kids? absolutely!, have happy family and friends? BIG YES!, muslim? my proud :), but I think you missing one thing and its important!! what? A MAN LOVE!"

you almost have that all beauty things in your life. almost perfect!! but you still cant find someone who love you fullhearted and can treat you right! its the most disaster in life!! *crazycrying*

rancangan yang tak tersampaikan

ya ya dan ya..
rancangan satu hati untuk sejuta wanita.
perancang yang terkukung di dalam kandang,
sumpek dan penat.
hanya musik yang mengiringi hidup..

what you've got??
hinaan?? ya iyalaa hinaan..
toh wong kita bukan perancang terkenal,
tapi perancang terkukung.
hahaha!!! :p
yaahh.. ini dialah. this is what you see..
please comment and judge the design anything you want!

another poetry, such a confession?

ketika kudekap
kurasakan darah mengalir ditubuhku
saat bersentuh tubuhnya
begitu sangat deras

kemudian gelap
siluet indah menari dikegelapan
hijau, kuning, merah, jingga
bermain dimata
aahh.. engkau yang jauh
hanya mimpi semata
aahh.. engkau yang nyata
entah pergi kemana
aku ingin engkau yang jauh
ada didepan mata
biar bisa kurasa langsung tubuhnya
tanpa perlu adanya siluet indah dikegelapan
ketika semua bibir berkata tidak mungkin
ketika itu pula keyakinan ku menghentak jiwa dan berkata

Tuhanmu lah pembuat semesta dan Dialah yang merencanakan
yang harus kau lakukan ialah percaya kata hatimu

apalagi yang bibir lain bisa katakan?
bahkan ternyata jiwa pun bisa berbicara
apalagi yang harus aku pertanyakan?
karena semua keyakinan berasal dari dirimu sendiri
dan Tuhan.